again this is for all aquarian..

Something slows you down today, but you can tell that it’s not such a bad thing. Try to make sure that you’re caught up with everything that’s most important before you take the time away.

I would like to share with you this true story which really struck you..

It all started when we were 7 years old. My family and i had a vacation. We went to the province to visit our relatives. There i met him. He was very charming back then. He loved to dance and most of the time we were paired off and our parents as the moderators, were judging who dances well. One day we, together with my siblings, decided to go out and find some ripe fruits. we walked and walked until we reached a rail road. Few minutes passed and we heard a train comming. as fast as we could we ran until we got to a safer place. Then i asked him. “What came into your mind when you heard the train?, because me i nearly jumped to the river out of my panick. Good thing Lei(one of my siblings) pushed me to run instead.” Then he replied, ” i thought of you, maybe if you jumped to the river i will jump also to save you or worst, to die with you. I will not allow something bad to happen to you.” I was touched by his answer. He was the first and only person who gave that much importance to me. Then i replied laughing “.. wow!! Im touched..” and he just smiled. After that incident, we went back and a few weeks later my family and i went home.
I never took what he said seriuosly, but then there were times when i can’t help smiling when i remembered the lines he told me. Years have passed, i almost forgot the memories i had with this boy. Untill one day one of my realtives came for a visit and i was surprised to saw him. According to my tita she asked him to accompany her in going to manila because she is not comfortable travelling alone. My tita greeted me and told lots of stories. We were all laughing but he remained quiet and just smiling. Then my mama suddenly asked me to cook something for our visitors while my tita asked him to help me. I am guilty of being lazy that is why up to now i don’t have that much knowledge in cooking. But since i was given a task to cook and i am too shy to show him that i didn’t know how to cook, i tried it even though i know that i will surely fail. Minutes passed and when i think he cannot stopped his self, he asked me ” .. do you really know how to cook?.. shyly i said no.. it was the first time i heard him laugh. He reached for the knife on my hand and do the cooking. From that day we bacame close friends. Though he only stayed in our house for i week, we have already built a strong friendship. We continously communicating with each other, at first by mail then through texting. 11 years passed so fast. It was my debut when he came to see me. I knew that he will call that night to greet me and to say his wishes, but i was shocked when he suddenly showed up and told me he loves me. When i found my voice I asked him if it was just as a friend. Maybe i have just misinterpreted what he just told me. But to my surprise he told me that he loves me as a woman, As a lover. I felt that the scene was too heavy so with the intention to lighten up the mood i laughed and laughed to show him that i was not taking it seriusly and that i am not affected. I saw the pain on his face as he walked out of our house. The next day, he was not talking to me and was avoiding me, i realized then that i hurt him, so i talked to him seriusly and told him the implications of what he did. We never had a decision but we already knew deep inside our heart that there was something special between us. There was where the problem started. I knew that it was wrong… to love him? but the problem was i cannot control my self because deep inside me i also knew that i love him so much… Years passed, we remained on this exclusive relationship.. though there was no formal agreement , but we were both expressing our love to each other on our own little way. But there came a point when i have decided to stop this because i knew from the very start that it was wrong. I ended up hurting both of us. I lied to him that i already have a boyfriend and showed him that i didn’t love him anymore. I know that he hated me so much. there came a time that i didn’t answer my phone if i know that it was him. He came to our house but i treated him like a ghost. It was very had at first but i know i have to do it……… because this boy which is now a man is my cousin.

this if for all aquarian..

You and a friend or family member need to end an argument today, even if it ends in a compromise that neither of you are all that happy with. If it goes on much longer, there could be problems ahead.

Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she’s got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it’s just so funny
That I can’t even see anyone when he’s with me
He says he’s so in love, he’s finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She’d better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she’s lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
He’s the time taken up, but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see.

 you find someone
       who touches not only your heart
           but also your soul
Once in a life time
     You discover someone
         who stands beside you,
             not over you..
Once in a lifetime
     if you are lucky
        you find someone
           as i have found you
Very special people
    We can be ourselves with,
       talk with, laugh with,
           hope with and believe with…..

This is for all aquarian..

A task you’ve done a thousand times before suddenly seems much more difficult today, for reasons that elude you. Don’t worry too much about it — just get it done and move on to whatever’s next.

helo guyz.. may be all of you now are ok

but suddenly im not

i forgot my cellphone in my room and what gave me problem is that my inbox contain private message which i dont want to read with my parents

i didnt mean any yucky message but those i luv u’s will make my parents angry with me and i dont want to happen

im planning now to text my cousin to get my phone and she will be the one to keep it..

how i wish my parents didn’t see it..

AQUARIAN

It’s an exciting day, full of new ideas and exciting possibilities. Friends, family and coworkers should all find your presence refreshing and invigorating, so make sure to spread yourself around.

to all aquarian like me..this is for u

Aquarius

The more you do for others, the more you will get in return today. Be the good Samaritan, the humanitarian and the one who is understanding and compassionate. Changes you want to make at home will turn out well.

i hate you!

you love her!

she loves him!

use your mind!

not your heart!

crazy!

don’t be a fool!

im here!

i’m still waiting…..