An apple in an orange tree

TOO HOT TO MENTION!

LESSON?

DON’T LET OTHER USED YOU..

speechless….

(Roll, roll the credits)
Boy in the beginning
The beginning it was me and you
I was Bonnie you were Clyde
And we were running
We were running for the minute we knew
(Roll, roll the credits)
But then in the middle
In the middle you went and changed the script
Took a pencil and erased my happy ending
Instead of loving you I feel so sick
(Roll, roll the credits)
I know you directed it
I’m sure I produced a bit
So why’s that chick stealing my show?

Baby tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me, who does she hang out with when you’re not together?
I ain’t gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it
They said you would get last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too?
Or was I just a fool?
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Yeah yeah

You worked undercover
Gave her every single line I owned
And it doesn’t make me feel any better
That you took her places we would go
(Roll, roll the credits)
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
Tell me, why’s that chick playing my role?

Baby tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me, who does she hang out with when you’re not together?
I ain’t gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it?
They said you would get last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too?
Or was I just a fool?
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits

I know you directed it
I’m sure I produced a bit
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
We weren’t even at the end
But you started auditioning
And let somebody star in my show

(Baby)
Tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number (I need to know)
Tell me, who does she hang out with (tell me)
When you’re not together? (who does she)
I ain’t gonna do nothing crazy (aint gonna do nothing so crazy)
I just need you to hear me (I just need you, I just need you to hear me baby)
(Roll, roll the credits)
And tell me how many of your friends you told (tell me)
All about it? (who did you tell)
They said you would get last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too? (all of them too)
Or was I just a fool? (oh a fool)
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
(Roll, roll the credits)

“You can continue loving someone but you can’t continue expecting that everything would happen”. That’s what I’ve learned in my lovelife now as it appears to be, I just used to laugh in our ways to communicate each other because in reality I have no choice; no text messages, no chat for busy mode, no comment and messages in friendster until there is a problem, no viewing of profile, no in a relationship status, and most especially no ways of communication which would came me first. Disappointing, isn’t it? But I chose to accept it because in return he would stay (as what I believe).

 But one thing I’ve realized when I viewed his friendster account last June 3, which is I have to end my expectations mostly. Is it really fair that I wasn’t included on his featured friends while his ex was there? one reason. While his shoutout which is obviously not for me because as I’ve remember we are ok, does it mean I’m not the one he was jealous with? another dilemma. Anyway that’s what you called CRAZY THING ABOUT ME! Expecting is my number one problem in entering a relationship. How poor as I considered myself a foolish one because of this.it hurts..but the reality covered me.

 Absolutely, now is the time I would really do everything to end this. Unless he is the one who will make the step. Well..good luck to your studies, and for now my goal is not important, what really important to me is my pride which is apparently ended. Bye!

Breakaway….  

I know my sorry would not be enough but I just want to say sorry, sorry for thousand times even million times. If I can only turn back the time I would not allow myself holds the camera and off it for the reason that it would erase all the pictures. Pictures are very important, it reminiscing the past. But now that it was gone because of me, I don’t know what to do, I know also crying would not help me. I really hate myself! The thing is, it disappears from my hands. Really sorry farj and to whom were affected too even myself who had a lot of taking pictures there. REALLY SORRY. I didn’t mean it.