I’m done of Him (Together was always a foolish)
“You can continue loving someone but you can’t continue expecting that everything would happen”. That’s what I’ve learned in my lovelife now as it appears to be, I just used to laugh in our ways to communicate each other because in reality I have no choice; no text messages, no chat for busy mode, no comment and messages in friendster until there is a problem, no viewing of profile, no in a relationship status, and most especially no ways of communication which would came me first. Disappointing, isn’t it? But I chose to accept it because in return he would stay (as what I believe).
But one thing I’ve realized when I viewed his friendster account last June 3, which is I have to end my expectations mostly. Is it really fair that I wasn’t included on his featured friends while his ex was there? one reason. While his shoutout which is obviously not for me because as I’ve remember we are ok, does it mean I’m not the one he was jealous with? another dilemma. Anyway that’s what you called CRAZY THING ABOUT ME! Expecting is my number one problem in entering a relationship. How poor as I considered myself a foolish one because of this.it hurts..but the reality covered me.
Absolutely, now is the time I would really do everything to end this. Unless he is the one who will make the step. Well..good luck to your studies, and for now my goal is not important, what really important to me is my pride which is apparently ended. Bye!
Breakaway….
yef2 relationships can be hot and cold, ahehehe! Hello sof!!
Comment by kei — July 3, 2009 @ 2:34 am