No matter how the relationship goes there comes a point that you have to let go just to lessen the problems that is really troubling you. And it is definitely a way to get rid of more pain. But what is the worst thing about it is that, if it only one heart ends up broken. After all, breaking up is not easy to do. It really hurts to throw away your story with someone. From all the good memories and plans to the worst thing happened that you two had. It’s not easy to do. Because it takes time to forget someone. It takes courage to go. And it takes extreme laughter to stay happy.

So now what? What are your plans for the future without the person you thought who’s going to be your companion? Think of these. Absolutely, it would be a bigger help if you try to get busy, watch movie, travel, and anything as long as it finds something to do. Because if you’re busy, there’s no time for you to think the person you’re trying to forget. Have friends? This will certainly make you feel good. Friends can make you happy and most importantly can make you realize how important you are. About the person you are trying to forget? Avoid the person! Try not to hear the music that will remember of you of that person, try not to go to the place where you know you can meet him/her, And if you meet him/her somewhere, just be nice but find an excuse to go away, because it could be hard for you to forget if you two keep seeing each other. Another is, go out and see some different faces. Wear your best clothes, best make up, and best smile. When you go out, you notice that the person you’re trying to forget is not the only one who’s got a perfect smile and an amazing voice. And lastly, stay beautiful! Take good care of yourself and do whatever you can to prevent it.

But you can’t help those hurtful feelings can you? Sometimes, you tend to go into a quiet dark, little place, where you can play out your little dramas that can be so hurtful to you. Indeed, one of the most important things you can do is by crying, it is normal when you get hurt. When you cry, you let go of part of your anger and hurt so you can feel less heavy. It’s getting rid of the pain. And it’s best for you.

Undeniably, I know all of these are not the easy to do. But you have to. Because there’s no more time to go back were you’ve been before, before that you had him/her. Believe me! This will gonna be a bigger help. Anyway I am not 100% referring only to all the readers but to myself especially, because these are the things I have to do. I’m keeping this since I became one but unfortunately I am still in a process of it now (well..it really takes time to forget..more time to get rid of him). I just thought to share it so I can have at least companion for this feeling, a feeling of being broken (I mean zeroing in on our problems).

anyways.. YOU IS ACTUALLY ME…

Goodnight to all!

As minute passes, I think over and over again, I need to have my vision, I need to have something to share to the class. Since each one of us must have something to share. And know what word first came into my mind? M.A.T.H yes its math. I love numbers, I love computation, I love formula, I really love to see numbers as long as it has formula. It challenge me a lot.

I don’t know if what would be the role of math in my vision but I love it. I used to dream that someday I would have a work which includes numbers or I can use formula in everything I do. I don’t know, maybe I’m crazy because of this but this is what I love.

So when it’s already my turn, I stood up and share it to the class. What is my vision? “I WANT TO COMPUTE IN EVERY WAYS I TAKE” So deep but so meaningful AND THAT’S ME.

As for my observation, the reason is our teacher, I don’t know but I can hardly understand what she was trying to teach us, she has a moderate voice but she speak too fast. I can’t find her (in terms of searching). I really wanted to tell her that if she can speak more slowly than what she used to but I have no voice in class, I’m too shy to speak. So I keep silent. Another is when my classmates asked her about where those answers came from, she couldn’t answer or else change the topic. And it’s very disappointing.

Along with, I would not allow myself to have low grades in math, fight for it (myself). And since I have no choice, I chose to give more time to copy the examples she has given than to settle to my drama about her teachings. Well good luck to me..(huuhuhuhuhu ) This is math, so my best to happen.